In Memory Of You

They tell me that love would make me blind
…that love is one of a kind, that can be unkind,
But you have defined my life, like no other mankind,
Portray my ups and downs, while others were trying to find,
…No matter how far the distance is, I still keep you in mind,
My friends tell me to move on, and leave you behind,
Although I tried --and tried to put you aside,
…my feelings inside weren’t able to let things slide,
Feelings clashed like Jekyll and Hyde,
Later bonded like Bonnie and Clyde --left us bona fide,
I know you’re on the far side, but in my heart and mind you reside,
I lyrically spit these words to get through,
While I move on with the leftover memories of you,
You’re now gone for me to miss
Reminisce of our soul kiss,
Your last day was my last bliss,
I tried to consent at this,
But you resist—to exist in my heart,
And I keep painting this abstract art,
--to express for the most parts,
And when the reality kicks in,
You were my one and only Nin (man)
…that made me comprehend,
Le monde est pour que nous conquièrent,
Right then --I know you were heaven sent,
I thought the world was never going to end,
As long as you were breathing,
But now that you’re gone, my heart is aching,
My soul is taking—over me,
Why is it that I can’t live happily?
God please answer me,
I’m bleeding in this canto,
Expressing my feelings in impromptu,
Writing “…in memory of you”