Dear Diary II

I’m sad that you had to see my bitter poetry,
I never meant to make you heart cry for me,
If I could take back my poor actions, I would,
Baby, I would take back my words if I could,
Walaahi, I like you loads and I’m not lying,
Let’s not stop our feelings and keep trying,
…lets keep fighting
I never had the guts to adjust,
This jealousy is unjust
But I feel like I must gain trust,
Baby let’s get back to us,
I see you have deleted me from your list,
I see my anger has turned into a fist,
And I know you’re pissed,
Can we go back to what we had?
Walaahi I apologize for what I said,
Now I feel like I’m brain dead,
Don’t know what to say any more,
I just want to hold you near and close the door,
Have you on my side of the floor,
Can you please forgive me for what I said before?
Because my head aches and my heart is sore,
Qalbi, you’re the only one I life for,